Guess people would like to know how I came up with my title of my blog....Easy, its a song....called Wicked Twisted Road...it fits my life....here are the lyrics below...as well as the song on youtube.....
My first love was a wicked twisted road
I hit the million mile mark at seventeen years old
I never saw the rainbow much less a pot of gold
yeah my first love was a wicked twisted road
my first love was a castle in the sky
I never thought I'd make it 'till I had the guts to try
and I sat up in my tower while the whole world passed me by
yeah my first love was a castle in the sky
my first love was a fearless drive in rain
scared to death I thought I'd never see her face again
they say god was crying so I guess he felt my pain
yeah my first love was a fearless drive in rain
my first love was a wild sinful night
I ran out with the big dogs guess I had more bark then bite
even thought I won the battle in the end I lost the fight
yeah my first love was a wild sinful night
my first love was an angry painful song
I wanted one so bad I went and did everything wrong
a lesson in reality would come before too long
yeah my first love was an angry painful song
My first love was a wicked twisted road
I hit the million mile mark at seventeen years old
I never saw the rainbow much less a pot of gold
yeah my first love was a wicked twisted road
my first love was a wicked twisted road
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpUXrDrUfDM
Monday, November 29, 2010
Who I Am.....
Ya know....People always are asking...expecially when in a life such as mine..."who are you really" my typical every day life consists of so much stress and trauma that those that know me know who I truly am....I'm me...I'm intelligent yet ditzy, centered yet scatterbrained, a flight risk, afraid of falling and even more afraid of failure, I'm determined yet at times unmotivated, I'm the life of the party and the wallflower, I'm complex yet very simple to understand, I'm everything and nothing, I'm harmony and disaster, pleasure and pain, meek yet vocal,the best of both worlds. I will try my damnest to get inside someone's head and find out what makes them who they are, but when I first started doing that I realised that along the way I had lost who I was, during that time of me finding ME again is when I realised all of the things written above, so honestly to all of those who ask me who me I am that cannot be answered in a simple way.
In the Lifestyle it takes a strong man to hold me and an even stronger one to keep me. I'm not a doormat, I'm honest I'm brutially honest at times to the point it will hurt feelings and I don't mean to, I'm naturally a submissive person my job just requires a strong domineering personality to come thru and rear its ugly head thru me and I hate it so much. When I am submitting to someone I feel power I know that makes no sense at all but I feel as though I am in sync with myself, like I am being true to me and not hiding behind a foggy curtian of what society deems to be true and proper. because I don't know what "normal" is, being me is normal to me. so as for my first entry there ya go, if you understood it awesome, if not well I'm sorry and I tried....
In the Lifestyle it takes a strong man to hold me and an even stronger one to keep me. I'm not a doormat, I'm honest I'm brutially honest at times to the point it will hurt feelings and I don't mean to, I'm naturally a submissive person my job just requires a strong domineering personality to come thru and rear its ugly head thru me and I hate it so much. When I am submitting to someone I feel power I know that makes no sense at all but I feel as though I am in sync with myself, like I am being true to me and not hiding behind a foggy curtian of what society deems to be true and proper. because I don't know what "normal" is, being me is normal to me. so as for my first entry there ya go, if you understood it awesome, if not well I'm sorry and I tried....
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